I have to pour this out as I have no friends to chat to, all you friends on here will have to put up with me whining about representation and understanding or the total lack of it for most of my life re asexuality ( Read more... )

When you are simultaneously in so much pain, so fatigued, so socially isolated and alone, with no quality of life, plus your basic support system and happy place that helps you cope with being terminally damaged by serious sexual abuse for toddlerhood makes you think - what is the bloody point AND you are terrified of dying of Covid 19 because you ( Read more... )

SPOILERS BELOW, DO NOT READ IF NOT SCENE FINAL EPISODE YET ( Read more... )

Good news: BK without telling anyone applied for a performing arts school and got an interview, and then an unconditional offer, and hopefully, God willing, is off to university in the autumn (small problem of being a private college so won't get the full student loan for fees, but has applied for a bursary, only 16 awarded nationally every year, ( Read more... )

For all you guys who missed my presence - I'm off line trying to detox my mind and body to have mental, emotional and physical spoons to cope with the changes to Oxfordshire Social Care which will see them taking my entire DLA out of my account to put back in another account I can only access to pay for care I have been unable to find enough off ( Read more... )

From my facebook over the last 2 days ( Read more... )

From my facebook coz I'm too tired ( Read more... )

Writing was keeping me sane. I have no mental or emotional spoons left ( Read more... )

Okaaay ( Read more... )

Got letter from DWP literally out of blue. Work Capacity Form. Did one of those when transferred to ESA and put into support group with out Atos medical. Literally no support services in south oxfordshire left apart from CAB to help. On mental or emotional spoons left at all. Can't do f all most of time. Lie in bed waiting to go to loo or make tea ( Read more... )